now i feel like crappy shite again.

WHY WHY WHY.

this is irritating. my brain has to try to drown and forget the horrible horrible things. urgh.

and i think my realization holds true. this is not very awesome... not awesome at all.

i think i see the light. and i don't really like what i'm seeing.

im gonna go sleep before i think my brains out and die of insom.

shit shit shit. thoughts, get out of my brain.

today was normal. oh gosh. i love normals.

i was late for EMP meeting again =/
shit. this sem is super horrible. i keep being late!
i shall not be late for PR tmr!!! =(
i really hope i won't be!
i set 3 alarms already!!! =(
maybe i shall set 2 more on my lappy. that should work.

going to celebrate "After-As" with chris and the 6F ppl! plus eileen! virgin clubbing yo!

anyhoooooooooooooooo, today was really normal. everything felt right.

i think church is an awesome place. it reminds me that my problems are never too big.
the more i pray, the more i start to realise that maybe, my problems aren't so bad. =D

i love my life. kinda. well, ya. at least i'm not contemplating suicide. =)

AND I CLEANED MY ROOM TODAY. OR RATHER, MY PARENTS REMOVED ALL THE BOOKS FROM MY BOOK SHELF AND PUT THEM ON THE FLOOR AND I SORTED THROUGH THEM TO THROW STUFF AWAY =)

MY CUPBOARDS ARE ARRIVING TMR =) WHICH MEANS THAT I WILL HAVE SPACE AGAIN! TO PUT IDK WHAT! =)
SO NOW MY BOOKS AND FILES AND SHITE WILL BE ON THE WALL, TAKING UP LESS SPACE ON THE FLOOR! =)
MAYBE I SHOULD GET A BEAN BAG!!! =) =) =)

I'M QUITE EGGGCITED. BUT OMG. MY ROOM IS IN A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE MESS.
BUT AFTER MLE EXAM, IMMA GO BUY ACRYLIC PAINT! I CAN PAINT MY CUPBOARDS! =) AND GO CHINA TOWN AND BUY CLOTH AND DIY IT! OH HOW I LOVE DOING THIS KINDA STUFF! MAKES ME SO EXCITED THINKING ABOUT IT NOW!!! =D




and all is right with the world. (at least for now, i hope)

The awesome thing about christmas is not the presents. its the songs they sing in church. every time its christmas, the songs always get super epic. and the worship sessions make you go super super on fire.

Today i woke up super early and i went to church and i'm super glad i did. because somehow, i related super well to the sermon! it was seeking the kingdom of god and what exactly was the kingdom of god and stuff. just when i thought i was lost. and somehow, the problems that i have seem not so horrible anymore. =)

and i went crazy scouting for xmas stuff =) MUAHAHAHAHAHA. =) i feel super awesome!

anyhooooooooo, because christmas is like approaching, they sang Mary Did You Know after sermon. super epic zomg!





go utube it! its super fantastically awesome!!!

im guessing 2 weeks from now, the after sermon song will be feliz navidad! HAHAHAHA =)

i need new friends.

you fool.

shit. i see it now. actually, i think i realised but i chose to ignore it. shit.
why didn't i see the signs?! maybe my brain chose to ignore it. shit shit shit. i can't get this out of my brain. damn it.

SHIT
IM SUFFERING FROM SEVERE BRAIN TRAUMA.

when people say ignorance is bliss, its really true.
shit. i wish i didn't have to know, or have to hold the burden. effing hell.
but i understand why you told me. but OMG.
i think i have a 100000000000 kg weight on my shoulders and i feel like biting my tongue over and over and over again. but im scared of pain so no, i won't.

i wish my friends were normal. i wish everyone was just one dimensional. why do people get so screwed?! shit lah!
i hate it when my world is being turned upside down.
this doesn't even affect me but OMG. the brain trauma. its KILLING me.
and now, i only have one person to talk to. i hope more people know soon. cause this is like effing hell. worse than hot beer.

i wish i didn't know so much. i wish i could just live happily, not knowing a thing.
thanks for bursting my bubble. but i forgive you you evil bubble popper.

i need to tear stuff or fine some peace within myself.

a lot of people are gonna get hurt real soon. thats for sure. but i hope it won't be as bad as i think it'll be. but shit. this is gonna be the last time.

yay. =) my period is OVER. =) so i think its ending. soon!!!!

i'm quite jealous of the people who have ended As. its like a one-off thing. u take one string of exams that decide your future. i'm thinking whether poly is really that epic.
with AM, EMP and EOF and everything piling up together, i'm starting to think if poly is really worth it.
but i think i'll think long and hard and realise that there is no way i could score as well taking exams rather than doing projects. sigh* hard work sucks.

anyhoo, 04 has reached a new level of epicness!!! WE HAVE OUR OWN TWITTER ACCOUNT!

its called @OverheardIn04 =) its like epic luh!!!
we're gonna post up our quotes when they appear! =)

i'm following it too! so for those who have twitter, follow kay! cause 04 is epic. =)

i think suddenly, our class seems more bonded. must've been all the birthdays happening. lol. first melly, then seaney and today, FARIS!!!

today, after PR lect, me xin and anna caught the singing bug. and we sang LOADS. we sang like christian songs all the way to DISNEY songs! whooohooo! and then we ended off with BLG!
i think all of a sudden, since UCCD is over, we've reached a new level of epic and high. =) this is awesome shitz luh. and the CASS Club Room is suddenly very much in use. we've been using it to rot inbetween lects. having our lectures at LT17B aint so bad after all! we get the exercise and fully utilize the CCR! =)

oh oh oh! AM survey is gonna be soooo shitty, i just know it. but oh well...

mark has got to stop his "nose" joke. its overrated and overused. mark, GET A LIFE.

poo im super broke. i'm so glad that there is no sch on fri (tmr). =)

that means i get to save more $$ for taipei! its approaching soon! and shit! i have to get christmas presents and all! christmas with se&pris and the Pats! + with 04 and with the bimbs! whoa whoa whoa!!! EPIC!!!

i dread preparing for FOC. urgh. and i need to learn DRIVING! whoosh! i can't wait to step down. its so tiring.

oh and urgh. council dinner on the 15th of Dec. zomg. and i've been late for class for 3 days in a row lah. FML. shit i need to really get proper sleep so i can actually WAKE UP on TIME. this stinks. and did i mention i need more clothes? YES. i need more clothes....

the life of a DMC student is really super sad and horrible..


PS: 04 is more epic than usual because we addressed each other by our twitter names today. =)
@butteryellow
@sweetbrownslab
@colourcliche
@davchinlove
@crazymadzy
@annabellaftw
@mkvlln
@blinglim
@christelyay (aka, girlfrmpounggol aka L4L)
@decemberglow
@dennischiang

whoa whoa. this is EPIC!!! i've never felt this happy in DAYS!!! =)

omg. =( i got my period. =( this sucks!
this means i can't go swimming! =(

but im glad i swam today =) if not like whoa. i won't be able to swim for many many days!

and the reason i swam was cause of mark! cause he reminded me =) so yay! thanks mark! =) sher's eternally grateful to her soul friend, the BFGG. =)

oh. today, i didnt eat joochiat. =( i feel bummed out.
and i rotted today. =)

pooooooooooooooooo.

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LALALALA and im off to school!!!!!!!!! =)
life is quite awesome now =)

but i've been eating a lot.
i think my period is impending. =(

i hate periods. urgh.
boobs get sore, u eat too much and blood gushes out from your body. bleargh.
seriously, guys should have periods. they have NO idea how horrible it is. =(
did i mention cramps? omg. cramps.
urgh.

on a happier note however, =) im on a GI diet! go google it cause im too lazy to learn the spelling. lol.

 I FEEL FAT.

day 1 of diet starts today. 
i hope i can pull through.
im swimming in the evening as well.
at least, its gonna be the plan. =) 

im tired. i think i shall go sleep. 

i feel very impacted today.

today, i went to church, and pastor prince said something at the end that really stuck in my brain. 

Why sacrifice God and the things of God for the things of the Earth? We may sometimes feel restricted as christians but in the end, sometimes, what we're sacrificing God for is just mere copper and pebbles and we sometimes forget that the things that he bestows upon us should we follow Him will be gold and diamonds. like how we can be restricted when we choose to follow his Word. and how if we don't follow his Word, we are free to live our human lives but we lose our humanity and the purity of our soul. for surely we all sinned, right? but still, what righteousness that we have gained through Him, is surely better than none at all, right? but i suppose we all have to break free and lose our way and find our way back and wait for him to draw us back again, for problems exist so that He can be there to show us the way and make us living testimonies. 

i don't know why some people can say that since Jesus died for us, we can still continue sinning because in the end, we are still forgiven. its like saying oh, i can murder tomorrow since He will forgive me anyway. its alright. i think that way of thinking is pure stupidity and naiveness. 

things are very confusing right now. urgh. shite. 

i suddenly realise that im praying for a lot a lot of people and the list grows longer all the time. everyone seems to be having problems right now and im trying very hard not to be affected by it, though obviously, i have been (affected). 

for the past 4-5 days, my parents have been overseas.
i miss them.
but. =) =) =)
i've been going out all day and night and having fun!!!!! =)
muahahaaha.
its been really great!
i did all the things that i couldn't do and i feel good. but i feel like a rebel too. and a delinquent.
but thats not the point. =)
life's been awesome!!!

i went out with se and pris and the pats to celebrate pris' belated birthday....
we went to fish and co!
it was so epic! se came to my house after to like chillax and stuff! so they all just slumped on my bed. my ginormous awesome bed... oh i want to go back to it now...

anyhoo, i've been shopping a lot too. compulsive shopping disorder methinks.
or maybe its just that school is gonna start soon and i just KNOW instinctively that there wouldn't be time for me to shop and so a new wardrobe is eminent and essential. =) but i digress.

i took my Basic Theory Test! (BTT) to learn how to DRIVE! =) 
and guess what. HA! i PASSED! YAY ME!!!! =) 

oh oh oh! and i went out with the bimbs too! to shop!
and then we went to eat supper at geylang with the pats! okay, not all of them. just bry mark james and lx. 
we ate TAUHUI. freaking awesome! but we were late for 1hr XP. cause everytime we walked pass smthg, we would go in and shop. but don't you guys see how addictive it is?! confessions of a shopaholic. epic.

anyhoo, we got to see the pokemon in their element mann! it was a total eyeopener. we saw all the PIMPS and stuff!!! with the pokemon in the old terrace houses and stuff with half their boobies XXXposed! and all the old uncles and construction workers.
there was this construction worker that came out like smiling like damn happy and stuff and all his bros were outside like waiting for him and when he came out they were like "whoa whoaa" that kinda thing. mann. must've been an awesome pokemon. like a legendary one. like lugia or smthg. okay, that was stupid.
BUT WE WALKED FURTHER DOWN AND THIS WAS WHERE ALL THE EXCITEMENT WAS. 
we walked to this road where there were like pokemon on this whole stretch of pavement!!! like as if they were forming some line or smthg!
and then there was this car that pulled into the middle of the road and suddenly, there was this loud whistle and then suddenly, guys came out from the car and just started to like RUN and catch either a) the pokemon b) the uncles 
then like whoaaa... we decided that we didn't have any business to be there so we walked out of the alley into the open road and we saw THREE BIG ASS SPECIAL OPS CARS!!! and police cars! and policemen with the red berets and stuff! epic cool shite mann! and so we waited around for more action to happen but there wasn't any so we just cabbed home.

BUT THE FUN DIDN'T END!!!
the bimbs slumbered at my place!!!!
we went full on slumber! we watched "he's just not that into you" and then we talked and camwhored and we went psycho and made breakfast at 5.30 in the morning and we watched the skyline of spore change colour. okay, we kinda watched the sun rise but there wasn't any sun. =)
and we ate breakfast!!! which was EPIC. we made our own breakfast and shite mann! =) 
then we FINALLY went to sleep. HAHAHAHAHA... 

oh. after, i went shopping with mel summore. =)
we cabbed. 

and yestd, i joined the Pats for dinner and i took TWO shots of vodka!!! my virgin shots. lost to the pats. wtf.
but whoa. my face was damn red and my body became damn red after!
oh. nic is officially my cabbing buddy. =) =) =)
2 times we went home at 11ish and 2 times we took the cab. epic awesome i tell ya! =) =) =)


i just can't help but be me. =) 

and today was the first day of school. it was a bit blah. 
but i had dinner with dennis and ting and bling and kel.
oh yeah. groupings are zomg too. it was damn awkward. but i guess it went well after all. =) im okay with it now i guess. 

i need to epilate.
the last time i epilated was at pulai springs
and that's bloody long.
see! ZOMG.
yeah. i need to epilate.
and buy white shoes.
and white flats.
or champagne gold flats.
yes. =) 
awesome. =)
and maybe brown flats? =) 
i'll be uber happy.
and i shall get jhorts. and jhirts. and jeggings. cause cool.
and maybe tons of tops perhaps? 
zomg. and i need to tithe. yes i do. 
cause if i earn little and tithe, when i earn more i will tithe. temptation is so strong.
and omg. i need to do QT soon and reflect on sermons. zomg. 
yes. i shall be better today.. =(
cause today i didn't go church. =(
and i feel shitty. =(
nini lah! im blaming this on him.
and bry's shit for brains brain. 
HAHA.
yes. omg.
im making no sense.
chase coy is v nice.
and i can't believe craig left chiodos. or chiodos kicked him out. =(
what can be more epic than bone palace ballet now?! =(
omg. so many sad smileys.
me thinks i need to smile more.
shall go listen to mika. =) =) =)

and i somehow want a bigger house. 
or a bigger room. no. a bigger house. so i can have a study room. 

anyhoo, life's been awesome.
i had epic dmc04 movie outing and dinner. =) i really really missed my class when i was working =/.
we're meeting up in a few days and i really really really can't wait!

on a sadder note, sad stuff happened. urgh. i feel like a mother sometimes. seriously. zomg. 
why don't ppl get that my brain can't work in the morning and i have to think and rethink stuff thats said and all? zomg.

on a happier note =) =) =)
pris' bday is TODAY zomg. officially!
and we're meeting on thurs!!! 
so.... we'll be ICE SKATING =) AT KALLANG. MUAHAHHA.
AND THEN WE'RE GONNA DINNER IN TOWN....
AND I CAN EVEN EAT SUPPER ON FRI ZOMG! 

PS: im kinda addicted to montauk right now. and middle of the night. EPIC SONGS.

PSPS: i'm taking my basic theory test on fri! ZOMG! wish me luck!!!!!! i think i need TRUCKLOADS of it!

zomg.
the bimbs hanged with the pats yestd.
actly, there was more to it than that!
me xin and bling went eyebrow shaping!
so we got our eyebrows plucked!!! =) 
goodbye to shitty bushy eyebrows that look like weird grass weeds!!! =)
anyhooooooooo so it was pretty fun! and reasonable! =) it was a blast! ahaha
and then, we went to meet mark and james and bry and bry and smelly.
we were supposed to watch a movie but everything was sucky. urgh. bad timing for movie outing.
so we traversed to scape to get milo dinosaur but OMG. dont have!
so we went to paragon for starbucks and then we went home.
it was okay i guess. aha.
oh wait! evy was there too! omg. lol. i almost forgot. ahahaaha.

im staying home today. because i dont feel like going out. 
and tmr, imma go register for BTT!!!!!!!
im taking theory on the art of driving! whoooooahoooo! 
hahaha. i hope i'll pass.. i heard it wasnt so hard. =) 
its just the practical i fear. 
what if i can't drive straight. zomg.
its in the bro code u knw, that girls can't drive straight and safely. shit mannn.
i really need to learn how to drive.
unless the way im meeting guys is causing a traffic accident on some highway and have them help to repair my busted tire or burning engine or smthg like that. just in those movies. zomg.
this is sucky. i don't wanna be the damsel in distress! well, i hope i won't be at least. 
sher is powerfull!

oh! class outing on thurs! i soooooo can't wait!!! =) 

 

the holidays have been EPIC!
okay, not at first, cause i've been WORKING. =(
but then!!!
1. bry's chalet
2. mark's chalet
which were super epic awesome cause i got to see tons of friendly awesome people!
first day was like girls day mann! all of us like won the 3 games that we played!
it was like 3-0! =)
the girls were epic luh!
2nd day was epic too!
cause it was epic drinking, even though i didnt drink!
and like omg. they drank like idk how many bottles of alcohol mann!
kel drank so much, he got so drunk and pointed at another girl and said "hey guys! shes drunk! take care of her!" when he himself was drunk. lol.
04 wasn't there to catch any of the funny action but omg. kel. epic funny. really. cannot help it!
omg mann omg! ok. more like ZOMWORD!
epic times mann epic times.
and the best thing is that nini is back from chinaaaaaaaa! =)
i think we're going out on mon to find bry's present...oh well! 

i don't know what to do anymore.
everything has changed. its not changing. IT HAS CHANGED.
if you don't get it, i don't what will.
sometimes, i want to slap you and scream and tell you to cut it out.
but no. for thats what _____ do, we _________. 

urgh. shit mann. bloody hell. 

its affecting everyone. and its not fun anymore. 

 

THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED YESTERDAY!

@WESHOTTHEMOON replied @SHERISINSANE on bloody twitter! whoooohooooooooo!
i LOVEEEEEEEEE twitter now! it connects me with my new druggie songs and their awesome band!!!
=) =) =)
how epic is twitter, seriously?!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGG!
okay, thats 7 OMGs. and like nowadays, i rarely get so excited to like "omg" 7 times!
so that means we shot the moon is really really epic! =) 
i love them!
they replied TWICE to my tweets! omg. epic awesome! once on the internet and once via blackberry!
omg! i love them! its insaneeeeeeeeeeee

and oh yeah!
jinshen's still fly is also one of my new druggie songs! =)  
i like his lyrics. =)
he uses punani too! =) 
thats epic already!
PS. MJ just HAD to use this thumbnail of me and bling for this fujitsu ad. hurumph. 

MY FACE LOOKS SO FAT FAT FAT FAT !!! =(

PPS. I know this post is pretty image heavy. haha. considering i don't post pics up much.